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While sitting on a concrete slab stoop holding the only cold object for what had to have been miles on a hot Tucson day, my boyfriend pushed me to the ground for some reason I do not remember. His...

Studied for and hour every night for the last three days! 

Going to see a therapist about my pathetic life tomorrow.  I'm going to have to admit that I feel like a dirty, disgusting pile of nothing in front of some well-dressed, highly education women that...

studied for an hour on Sunday, going to try for another hour tonight!

Can I just please end this pathetic life?Rent, rent, rent that's all I live for.  Pay the rent.Is there anything else?  If I could live outside I would.  

My uncle was one of my perpetrators.  It started when I was 12 and my grandmother died.  Kenny, my brother and I was sent to live with him while my father went to work as a Merchant Marine.  One...

So I have these burn scars over about 30% of my body from a childhood accident.  I can't help but be angry because the accident was caused by my ridiculously incompetent parental figures.  I...

So pissed today.  Just wishing I had parents to call and tell about all I'm doing.  I had a job interview in a law firm in San Francisco.  I'm from the smallest, poorest town in TN and all I ever...

I think the therapist really helped.  I feel different today.  Like the pain may really be over.  Never felt like that before.  I'm happy!

I told her about a painting, Christina's World by Andrew Wyeth that was hanging in the room were my uncle tried to get me to have sex with him.  I described the painting of the girl on the ground in...

I love painting/paintings, photography/photographing, singing, jump rope, fireplaces, overhearing French, especially between lovers, sunshine, sunsets, the ocean, smell of men's cologne, the softness...

I think the therapist really helped.  I feel different today.  Like the pain may really be over.  Never felt like that before.  I'm happy!

I told her about a painting, Christina's World by Andrew Wyeth that was hanging in the room were my uncle tried to get me to have sex with him.  I described the painting of the girl on the ground in...

I love painting/paintings, photography/photographing, singing, jump rope, fireplaces, overhearing French, especially between lovers, sunshine, sunsets, the ocean, smell of men's cologne, the softness...

I think the therapist really helped.  I feel different today.  Like the pain may really be over.  Never felt like that before.  I'm happy!