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  New Friend

  Posted by: joe1981

  Posted: 03/27/2018

  joe1981 became friends with Sarah.in.repair.

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  New Friend

  Posted by: joe1981

  Posted: 03/27/2018

  joe1981 became friends with Sarah.in.repair.

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  New Friend

  Posted by: joe1981

  Posted: 03/25/2018

  joe1981 became friends with Alyblueeyes.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 03/25/2018

  joe1981 became friends with Alyblueeyes.

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  End of the road

  Posted by: joe1981

  Posted: 04/06/2018

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  so my wife decided that she’s justified in taking off with our children to Alaska. She did this on Sunday. She exploded at me when I confronted her on her boyfriend who lives there. Then yesterday I had a order of protection served against me.  The things she said on that report shredded what was left of my heart. Everything she listed is what she had done to me. I’m so lost with it now. I haven’t seen or spoken to my kids in a week now. I wish I had forced her to go back on her meds...

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  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: joe1981

  Posted: 03/28/2018

  joe1981 commented on the discussion Feeling Sad and Annoyed.

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  Posted: 03/28/2018

  joe1981 commented on the discussion Am I doing the right thing?.

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  Stange few days.

  Posted by: joe1981

  Posted: 03/28/2018

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  So last night again my wife laid in the bad im using and fell asleep listening to me talk to her.  for the first time since all this began i feel as though shes feeling safe and secure with me.  that makes me feel so damn happy, because its what i want to be for her.  shes now having serious doubts about her and the kids moving to alaska, but says shes obligated to do so because of how much money has been invested by us and her parents. i dont want her to go, but she needs to get out of...

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  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: joe1981

  Posted: 03/27/2018

  joe1981 commented on the discussion Life.

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  joe1981 commented on the discussion New here.

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  pain

  Posted by: joe1981

  Posted: 03/27/2018

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  right now im in so much pain, i have so much anxiety.  im tearing up, shaking, cant catch my breath.  i just want to die right now...last night she told me shes now having doubts.  she kept comming into my room and laying on the bed with me, she didnt touch me though. she just laid there and fell asleep near me.  thats the closest thing ive had from her since this all began two months ago.  i dont know if its because she really is having doubts about her leaving with the kids. or because...

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  New Friend

  Posted by: joe1981

  Posted: 03/26/2018

  joe1981 became friends with positivethoughts112.

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  New Friend

  Posted by: joe1981

  Posted: 03/26/2018

  joe1981 became friends with positivethoughts112.

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  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 03/27/2018

  joe1981 commented on the discussion FML Emotions.

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  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 03/27/2018

  joe1981 commented on the discussion Just fml....