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  Posted: 03/14/2019

  Alyblueeyes became friends with jenk17.

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  Posted: 01/21/2019

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  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 01/20/2019

  Alyblueeyes commented on the discussion Pray for Alyblueeyes.

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  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 01/20/2019

  Alyblueeyes commented on the discussion what to do.

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  what to do

  Posted by: Alyblueeyes

  Last Reply: luvmygirl4 02/04/2021

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  I dont know what to do. He gets so mad at me and he hurts me... I know this isnt the place to post this but its not helping my depression.. I dont know how much more i can take. I cant leave, if i leave ill have nothing... but the words he says and the brusises he leaves.. Hes says hes sorry and he wont do it again but that lasts a few months and it happenes again. Last night was the worst. We live in Ohio so we got hit with snow. Our car got stuck and i was trying to help get it unstuck he was...

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  Joined New Group

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  Posted: 01/20/2019

  Alyblueeyes joined the group Abusive Relationships.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 06/19/2018

  Alyblueeyes became friends with S.B.K.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 06/29/2018

  Alyblueeyes became friends with shadowlady.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 06/28/2018

  Alyblueeyes became friends with Rockport.

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  I just don't know

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  Last Reply: SimpsonsOK 06/28/2018

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  I don't know how to feel. Part of me just wants to slit my wrists open and bleed out. No one would care... I'm tired of getting better than relapsing... My mind tells me no one cares, everyone is better off with out me... Im nothing but a burden bringing pain everywhere i go. So maybe ill do what i say ill do.. or maybe just jump off the bridge by my house.. I just dont know what or how to feel. 

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  Why

  Posted by: Alyblueeyes

  Last Reply: SimpsonsOK 06/22/2018

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  Why am i so messed up :(. My husband and I are fixing things and I don't know how to feel. I did the worst thing ever. (Please don't judge me). I cheated on my husband with my ex who raped me. :( what the hell is wrong with me. This guilt is so much. I mean he knows and we're working past if but I'm still terrified of my ex. What is wrong with me ;( 

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 03/25/2018

  Alyblueeyes became friends with joe1981.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 05/22/2018

  Alyblueeyes became friends with animbella2.

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  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 04/23/2018

  Alyblueeyes commented on the discussion Sunday.

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  Sunday

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  Last Reply: 4jesus 04/26/2018

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  So yesterday, i decided to be rebaptized. I felt like after all ive been through in my life I felt like its was something i needed to do. Yesterday was the most impact than when i did it a few years ago.