Larissa238

Right now I'm flat broke. I'm negative in the bank. My mom is sending me money on Friday, but I have to wait until then. Richard, my stepdad, is going to send me a check as well. I don't know when...

Today I met with my lawyer. It's going to be expensive ($1,300) but he knows what he's doing. He used to be on the opposite side of the lawsuits- he used to be a debt collection lawyer. Now he fights...

I have my appointment with my lawyer tomorrow... or the person who I want to be my lawyer. I hope I can afford him. If not, I need to look into getting a Legal Aid lawyer for free. I just don't trust...

Today on my walk I decided to try jogging as much as I could instead of just walking. My previous record for a mile was 21 minutes, so I shaved a whole 5 minutes off my time. I'm so proud of myself....

Today felt like a really long day. I woke up at 8:20 when my FitBit alarm went off, took a shower and got ready to see my therapist for the last time. It's the 17th anniversary of my dad's death and...

I have been lazy these past couple of days and not doing my journal. I've been in pain with the withdrawals and getting migraines too. I have one now- it's in the back of my head. I took some...

Today was an okay day. I was coming down off my hypomania and I slept for most of the afternoon. I didn't go to work... it's just not fun anymore and I don't know what to do about it. I get there and...

Today I got a much needed hypomania. When I get hypomanic, I clean. I now have a nice clean kitchen and vacuumed dining room. I cleaned the stove, counters, even the oven door. I packed up our...

I'm going through withdrawals from the Celexa again. I'm getting migraines and body aches, as well as depression. I'm on my full dose of Prozac now, and it's giving me dry mouth. I've been drinking...

Today I just felt off. I woke up at noon and was thinking about going into work, but I just felt crappy, so I went back to sleep. I finally got out of bed around 2:45 pm. I made my "breakfast" and...

Today was my last visit with my therapist. I'm going to miss her. She even hugged me as I was leaving, telling me to keep in touch. it was an okay session... she was just telling me to keep up with...

Today I did a 5k (3.1 miles) in 73 minutes. I was exhausted by the end, but I felt great emotionally. I'm still a bit sore.. I might have to take the last of the ibuprofen that I have. Once the 1st...

Today was my last visit to my old psych from years ago, Dr. Raoli. I really like her, but she's not going to take my new insurance. I have to go back to Dr. Miller at the clinic and find a therapist...

Today I woke up at 10 am and felt pretty rested. I did go to sleep early last night, at 11 pm. I'm going to try and go to sleep early again tonight. I have my psychiatrist appointment tomorrow and...

Today I felt like crap. My body ached and I started to feel depressed again. I didn't do anything besides grocery shop and make dinner. We went to a Japanese buffet for lunch then we went to the...