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- I used to have a 20X40 plot. We grew quite a bit of squash, beans, corn, toms, etc. Don't have that anymore, so I have a 4X4 Zen garden surrounded with potted geraniums. Just that small space helps to keep me grounded.
- Have you ever studied a sunflower seed? Look at the seed and know absolutely that the entire plant is contained therein. As "depressives" We need to be surprised and amazed (beyond) thought. Thought will try to explain the seed. Skip over that...
- From my point of view depression is a cry for help. Here are two things that have helped me. 1.Most of us struggle with some form of identity crisis. There is a book that will help you to realize what has happened to you. Its called "Magical...
- Does anyone else feel like this? I wake up to high anxiety. The only thing that slows it down is to get up, even though I need to rest. After a while, depression takes over. I've never been able to solve this.
- lαѕt níght í cσuntєd thє numвєr σf nαrcíѕѕíѕtѕ í'vє knσwn . ít cαmє tσ σvєr 16!í'vє вєєn α kínd hєαrtєd вσч ѕcσut/dσσr mαt fσr 16 pєσplє, 80% fєmαlє!thє αвαndσnєd вuttσn ín mч hєαrt....
- No response fr ptsd group.Any ideas?Andie
- On Feb 2nd my partner of 24 years died in my presence while I was performing CPR.We don't know whether it was accidental, but she shot herself in the head. No one saw it coming. She was dealing with Bipolar and narcissistic tendencies. I was...
- ? How do I grieve (get past this post trauma dep) when the person I'm grieving over, was never there? The entire relationship was phoney. How do you deal with that?How can I grieve a false self?Or a narcissist who regarded me as a target?Help!
- Been feeling very shakey. Can't stop emotional turmoil and flashbacks. I'm really scared In awe of the power of this long frigging ride through hell. Rage. Feel like Im dying.
- Don't you know it's been raining in the mountains and the river's on the rise you cannot hardly reach the other side . And the joker is in trouble I can see it in his eyes .If you don't give him shelter he'll have no place to hide . The joker...
- I had an idea last night, as I was trying to hang on through another lonely night . Usually I see my self caught "inside" a prison of depression, fear, futility. But what if the prison is inside me? And what if I discovered that depression has a...
- I met a Tibetan llama (Im not name dropping here, I just happened to meet this man). One day we were sitting, having tea, and talking about the childhood abuse I was trying to brush off when we were together. He saw through my mask quite easily....
- Hi all. I've been dealing with flashbacks, sometimes during daytime. My doc has increased meds, but it's really whistling in the dark. Full realization of what happened has not "hit" me, after 4 months, I'm terrified of that. Right now I'm feeling...
- I've had untreatable depression for most of my life. I don't have to tell you all what this black dog is like. On Feb 2 my Lady of 25 years passed away suddenly. She died as I was performing CPR . My entire world has been traumatized, I don't...
- Honestly, I don't know. .I have had to live one moment at a time. That has been the biggie. I was the person administering CPR, and I watched her pass, in a state of shock, that persists and persists. Like the echo of a former life now...