PTSD Supporters Community Group
This is a group where family and friends of those with PTSD can gather support with one another and share advice...and much more. It is not easy living with and.or understanding our loved ones with PTSD...I hope this group can help make that easier!
On Feb 2nd my partner of 24 years died in my presence while I was performing CPR.
We don't know whether it was accidental, but she shot herself in the head. No one saw it coming. She was dealing with Bipolar and narcissistic tendencies.
I was covered with blood, she was bleeding profusely . I'm a retired paramedic, and some of you know this is every medics worst fear and nightmare .
Our marriage was compromised when she began to cheat, lie, become dangerous to self and others.
Complex grief they tell me. I'm not sure what I'm grieving, a person who set out to destroy me, a false self?
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check out that smoke ring. It tasted really good. I smothered it with Maulls BBQ sauce which is Local to St. Louis and one of the best I ever had.....
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I was recently separated from my wife of 33 years and it's complicated. Anyway I rented a room about 15 minutes away and I see my kids about once a week. I see the people who own the house I live in once in a while but other than that I stay in my room where I do my cooking, wash dishes in the shower, read, color, and sleep. I get out at least once a day. I grocery shop and I attend 2 meetings...
No matter how well you think you know a person, you never really know whats inside their head. You have my deepest sympathy for your loss.
God Bless
that energizes a person. My theory.
Thanks for reading. My horror story. Quite a drama.
Be well.
You will be eventuality as will we all. We wont always live on the dark side of the moon.