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- but I"m not sure if I'm ready to jump back into the mix. I still have strong feelings for my ex for one thing and for another thingI'm having trouble finding men who already have their own kids and don't want more or another atheist. two important...
- I started smoking again out of stress. I know it's effecting my meds I can tell. I did switch from old fashion cigs to electronic cigarettes. I just don't want to do the real cigarettes any more. I'm a wreck and a bundle of nerves. I don't know how...
- I have an ex who's the father of my children. I really don't know how to start there's so much. He wasn't around for 7 years now he's back. I thought I was over him. at first I was fine but he started flirting with me. Then one day he kisses me and...
- It's still what's going on with my ex. I can't help feeling like he played with my emotions. regardless now that he doesn't need me any more I'm being ignored. I feel like blowing up but I won't. I will just wait to see how long it takes him to...
- Here's the fast version of this story. years ago I was on Geodon. Due to a crack addiction I developed brain damage that cause geodon and most other antipsychotics to give me dystonia. A potentially dangerous kind. It effects my throat and some...
- Virus claiming it's the FBI and you have been looking at child porn or illegally downloading. It ransoms your computer unless you pay a "fine". Yeah right! I can't believe malware has some balls claiming to be the FBI!IF you get this DO NOT fall for...
- My ex and I got into a fight. I told him I Won't be able to handle it when he gets a new girlfriend. I told him that I can't get over him when he's around me. At any rate I'm going to tell him that we can't be friends and that I need some space....
- Yeah so I'll confesslast night I was in a crying fit but I wanted to sleep. So I always keep my old meds because I figure I may have an emergency where I need them for some reason. Any how back to the story. Now Geodon and anti psychotics like it...
- I wasn't sure about posting this. I know how many of you who know me feel about my ex and I can't say I blame you. Well I get stressed out lately. I realize that I still have feelings for him. I keep thinking it's not fair that he waited till now to...
- Do you think you have more creativity then the average Joe? And if so do you think it could be attributed to bi polar or is it just a coincidence? I don't know if it's the bi polar, but I know I'm way more creative than the average joe. And I enjoy...
- I'm one of those people who tries to erase the past completely from my mind. While I know that's impossible I still do my best. Now I'm currently friends with my ex. He's the father of my children or I probably wouldn't even talk to him. But he has...
- I have a serious problem with motivation today. All I want to do is sleep. I have two important phone calls to make and two important bills to pay. the bills may have to wait as they are at home and I'm at my moms. But I really don't have any...
- and alive.I've been very busy over christmas and I"m still on over drive. KIds are eating me out of house and home. Any how I love you all and miss you all. I see there are many new people here that I have yet to meet and make friends with....
- So I was in the hospital. It was helpful I feel. But the pdoc changed my diagnosis to Major depressive disorder. I didn't like that for two reasons. 1 it might screw with my SSDI 2 the bi polar meds work for me. \I just read that lamictal is an...
- So I haven't been around much. I still don't have internet. I've also been busy baby sitting my mom's boyfriends daughter, helping out my ex and other hobbies. Also sleeping a lot still or more like resting with out the actually sleep part. I know...