doorknob
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- my money on!I didn't even pay rent or electric yet and I have just enough to pay that by the skin of my neck. And not even all of the electric just the minimum that they wont shut it off on me. I'm going back through but it seems like 100 dollars is...
- so I spent most of last week at my moms. Funny thing I was dieing to come home. Now I'm home and I'm dieing to get out of here! I had to come back for various reasons. Also I'm trying to move really far (back home) so things have been hectic. I...
- I know I need to call them soon. I ran out of sleep pills. that's why I was having nightmares last night IMO. I always have them with withdraw of sleep pills. But today I slept all day long. Only woke up to eat. I feel fat now because I only slept...
- I just woke up and can't sleep yet. I had several night mares back to back. One was about an invisible vampire that kept nagging me. I know that sounds stupid but I couldn't see him and he kept biting me and touching me which scared the hell out of...
- I think I'm addicted. I can't sleep with out them. I'm so tired all day and while I lay down a lot I never actually sleep. It's effecting my mood because now I'm real depressed. I thought about going to the hospital but I"m not suicidal so I know...
- I still haven't cleaned, bathed, or done anything productive. I need to do laundry, dishes and clean house. I can't even focus on my hobby projects it's so bad. I've been trying to crank out more youtube videos but I just can't focus on it for more...
- I need filler stories for this drama I"m making on youtube! Now this is a fan fiction so It already has a fan base to please. Here's a summary of the plot thus farThere's a day class and a night class at this school cross academy. The day class are...
- My head feels like mush. I haven't felt like bathing for a long time. I force my self to every other day. I think I"m going down hill. I haven't done laundry even though it desperately needs done for over a week now. I've been recycling clothes. Now...
- I know this is kind of an old issue but twice now I've been told I'm afraid of success! What? Why the hell would I be afraid of success? It doesn't even make sense. I'm afraid of failure and that reverse psychology doesn't make any sense to me. How...
- up my finances.Remember how I was trying to avoid that 15 percent deduction from my check? Yeah well the way the doctor was acting it didn't sound like he wasn't on board with the whole can not work even though I get SSDI. He didn't say one way or...
- And I"m dieing to get it off my chest. But I'm too chicken. I don't want to hear the lectures as I"m just not ready to take the next step right now. Still it's eating away at me. I have no friends I can share this with in real life so caring around...
- threatening to take 15% of my disability check! I can't understand this because I got on some kind of program that told me I didn't have to make payments! Remember my good news post not too long ago? Now I got this letter. I called the number on...
- I don't think my pills are working any more.I have no energy. I sleep all day almost literally all day and can't sleep at night no matter what I do. I take sleep pills that don't work and stimulants that don't work. Bi polar meds are loosing their...
- any more. I feel like giving up. They just stop working after so long. when they work they are like a miracle but when they stop working I feel like shit as I do right now. I'm so tired all the time I can't think straight. I feel like I'm slow. I...
- I'd like to know what you base your woman hunting on? Even though I am 300 lbs and I don't make bones about it I still find that men hit on me. Maybe I should feel flattered but honestly I'm happy being single and I don't feel that any of them were...