Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
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Yeah so I'll confess
last night I was in a crying fit but I wanted to sleep. So I always keep my old meds because I figure I may have an emergency where I need them for some reason.
Any how back to the story. Now Geodon and anti psychotics like it give me dystonia that is potentially dangerous. But I know that the first day I take it, it knocks me out cold. And I usually wake up refreshed the next day. I loved geodon back when I could still take it. Though I do hate that it made me gain so much weight.
So you can guess by now that this means I took one last night to get to sleep. It's been a while since I've been put on Geodon and I have wondered if maybe my brain has healed and I could take it again.
I doubt it. So I dare not take one tonight or for a good long while.
If I thought I could take it I'd ask my pdoc believe me.
So go ahead and tell me how irresponsible I am to abuse meds like that. I deserve it.
Or just your general thoughts on it.
last night I was in a crying fit but I wanted to sleep. So I always keep my old meds because I figure I may have an emergency where I need them for some reason.
Any how back to the story. Now Geodon and anti psychotics like it give me dystonia that is potentially dangerous. But I know that the first day I take it, it knocks me out cold. And I usually wake up refreshed the next day. I loved geodon back when I could still take it. Though I do hate that it made me gain so much weight.
So you can guess by now that this means I took one last night to get to sleep. It's been a while since I've been put on Geodon and I have wondered if maybe my brain has healed and I could take it again.
I doubt it. So I dare not take one tonight or for a good long while.
If I thought I could take it I'd ask my pdoc believe me.
So go ahead and tell me how irresponsible I am to abuse meds like that. I deserve it.
Or just your general thoughts on it.
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