Jennheimrich
Status: I'm not allowed to be depressed. I have to be there for everyone else instead....
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I finally found my "happy place" I am the happiest person I can be when Im taking care of someone, and able to relax. Im looking forward to going to work on Monday morning. Not looking forward to the...
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IM ECSTATIC!!!!!!! THIS MORNING I WOKE UP, AND WENT DOWN TO THE COLLEGE CAMPUS, ENROLLED IN NURSING CLASSES, AND GOT THE BALL FINALLY ROLLING ON THAT. THEN, I WENT INTO BARTOW AND GOT MYSELF A...
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Haven't been on my bike in a couple days. Haven't had the strength or energy to do so. See, for those of you who believe in spiritual healing, and such you will understand this for those of you who...
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Again I got my booty moving today! I jumped on that bike of mine, and peddeled my butt off! Not literally, but close enough. I stepped on a scale, and I've lost 4 pounds in two days. Im so proud of...
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< that is a sigh of relief folks. heres why:Such a great day! I finally got myself out of the house, off of my ass, and into the sunshine for some exercise. A 4 mile bicycle ride is a damn good start...
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Well, today I cried a little, though I have mastered the art of hiding it. I am not sad, I am lonely. I wish for one persons company, one person specifically, but he always seems to be doing...
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Took a step forward. Finally had a chance for everyone to know where I stand in life. Today, I got a cheek-kiss from Alex... Im still floating. Im so darned happy. HE even let me cuddles him a...
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From my last journal entry... oh,. chippy, Im surprised you even commented, but I thank you.He was right. I didnt tell you guys the awful effing things I did to him as well. See, when him and I first...
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Today was truly a good day, except for now I am so worried that my friend is in need. I spent all of today with her, and we were having a great time. Then her bi polar boyfriend went all .... ick.......
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NOt much to say really. To the one who holds my heart in his hands. Please, please tell me once more the way that you do, that we'll always be friends. No matter what. That was our agreement. Please.
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The cuts are healing, my heart is mending, and again beating with fire and intensity. I still love him, but I know he's with her, and so long as he's with her... he isn't the same man I love....
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I also wrote this in the hypoglycemia chat rooms, but no one responded to me. -cries- I have a question, and anyone who knows, please I need an answer. REcently I was diagnosed with...
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Empty. Lost. Cold. Alone.
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The very wise Rudyard Kipling says things best today. When the Himalayan peasant meets the he-bear in his pride,He shouts to scare the monster, who will often turn aside.But the she-bear thus...
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The sky is deep, the sky is dark.The light of stars is so damn stark.When I look up, I fill with fear.If all we have is what lies here,This lonely world, this troubled place,then cold dead stars and...
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