Jennheimrich
Status: I'm not allowed to be depressed. I have to be there for everyone else instead....
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Angel from Surfacing (1997) also found on Mirrorball (1999) spend all your time waitingfor that second chancefor a break that would make it okaythere's always one reasonto feel not good enoughand...
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Its great to remember what smiling feels like.
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Today I am forced to be strong for not only myself, but for my father. I had planned to go swimming, and possibly get some new books to read, but my father called me around 7 am this morning telling...
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My NewestPoem...it's called FUCK DEPRESSION! here it goes. FUCK DEPRESSION! I refuse to let depression beat meI defy that which would kill me slowlyFrom the ashes I shall riseto stare the Devil...
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PAPA ROACH LYRICS "Scars" I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut My weakness is that I care too much And my scars remind me that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel Drunk and I'm...
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Still no job, still no place, still no reason to breathe, but yet I do. Im so tired of being me, but yet, I dont get along with other people enough to want to be them either. -sigh- I put on a strong...
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I feel free. Free from that nagging grief that pained me to the point of numbness. I can no longer shed tears for his death because I know he accepted death. He was tired of fighting, ready to rest &...
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Relief is in sight. I haven't dreamt of death in 3 days now. I lie down, close my eyes and I am then lost to oblivion until I again wake. Peaceful sleep, reenergizing sleep.... the kind of sleep...
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Welcome to My Twisted World As I sleep I dream of deathlifeless bodies, and rotting flesh.Gushing blood & empty eyeswatching, neutral, as someone dies. Bullet wounds & scattered deathleaving so...
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I am awake at 525 am eastern time here, and let me tell you guys why. I went to bed pretty early last night around I dont know... maybe 10pm. Well, I fell into such a deep sleep that for once, I...
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Anyone who reads this should feel proud of me. I plan to finish reading the rest of the Anita Blake series. For anyone who doesnt know what that is... its a series written by my favorite author. On...
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Well I had an awesome day today. All thanks to Chippy. I am so relaxed right now, and it feels great. Anyone who reads this should feel proud of me. I plan to finish reading the rest of the Anita...
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Im starting to eat now. Im really trying my hardest to get over my grandfathers death, but the hardest part for me is we were so close. There wont even be a funeral, no kind of service. No way to say...
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WHEN YOUR HEART BREAKS The tears will fallthe soul will mourn when your heart breaksyou feel so damned torn.You want time awayyet you...
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i feel as if my world is twirling, whirling out of control. Im lost and confused, and praying for the end. I feel so much pain, but I feel no hatred for the one who ultimately caused it. I feel so...
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