Took a step forward. Finally had a chance for everyone to know where I stand in life. Today, I got a cheek-kiss from Alex... Im still floating. Im so darned happy. HE even let me cuddles him a little. I loved it. I ask for nothing more than he's willing to give. -smiles- Im just so glad I was able to talk to him, and have him back into my life.
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I\'m so... happy for you. It doesn\'t take much sometimes to make us happy, just a little love. Be well, Debbie
mew mew mew, sry for yesterday, actually, i\'m a little curious, i half expected you to come over, after Dave\'s therapy and a eight hour work shift, i was completely drained, even my manager Tia said i looked bad when she came in. I tried explaining everything, they just don\'t get that most of the things that go on at the dojo are real, not just myth stuff made up in movies. but anyways i came home around 8-ish friday and crashed, and slept for most the night, then took the entire day of saturday to just sleep and rest up, didn\'t help much, but i went into work ay 7 and closed, so blah. i\'m still tired, my back aches, my joints ache, but i don\'t think thats from Dave, i think thas just from training. I\'m trying to be careful at work, because thanks to the therapy I\'m completely vulnerable to any bumps and pokes that not everyone is aware of. so when someone just barly touches my alarm points i move away fast, even when their playing around and poking me, god they hit it every time. i could take it before, but it\'s like their sore and uncovered by the cups now, no protection at all. oh well, if it means getting better i\'ll go through it and more if needed. Tia wasn\'t happy, she was like \"well if it is making you act all blah and such then i don\'t want you to go doing it again\". i basically told her what i just said, i\'ll do anything to get better.
so mew mew, talk to you later if i can. byes byes for now.