Jennheimrich
Status: I'm not allowed to be depressed. I have to be there for everyone else instead....
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- This past week I was diagnosed with Asperger's, but apparently... (and I didnt know this) people at work have been telling me I've been rude. I don't mean to be, I'm trying to joke with people! I'm trying to make the best of it.... even though,...
- This past week I was diagnosed with Asperger's, but apparently... 9and I didnt know this) people at work have been telling me I've been rude. I don't mean to be, I'm trying to joke with people! I'm trying to make the best of it.... even though,...
- I find myself just wanting to be done with this life and on to the next one. I've reached the 100th fucking rejection letter in trying to find a job, I have student debts I can't pay, medical debts I can't pay. No job, no money, and no dang life. I...
- Yesterday I went to meet someone off of my local Craigslist to see if we could be workout partners. We both wanted to improve our fitness, and so we wanted to see if we could get along enough to work it out. So... we meet up at 230pm in the parking...
- I can't seem to come up for air, I can't seem to breathe or think or sleep. I'm going insane with this loaded silence in this house. Dan isn't even around to help me get past it right now. (on a trip to Michigan) Just wondering why I breathe. Why...
- This morning a friend posted a video on her Facebook account showing some really bad racism. An interracial couple was being harrassed because she was white, and he was black. I couldn't help myself, but under her video there's comment boxes, I had...
- Today I ran into someone I was friends with for 10 years. We were like sisters. Her stepdad was a kid-diddling douche and so she would spend nearly every waking second at my house with me. We were stuck like glue. Then about a year or so ago com...
- Is there such a thing as grieving too long? I lost someone this year, and I shattered to a million pieces. My family around me tells me I should smile and be glad he's no longer in pain, but I can't fathom that. I can't. I'm allowed to cry, aren't I?
- I got a call at 10 tonight telling me my Mom is in the hospital. that she was found in the bathroom barely breathing. Shes in a hospital 2 hours away, and the nurse won't tell me anything because of HIPAA regulations. I am scared, and sad, and just...
- My Uncle Will was an Earthbound angel, and on May 1st after battling for 12 days against liver and kidney failure... his heart gave out. My heart broke, my life changed, and all I want is him back.
- My husband and I are in our mid-late 20's and we hardly ever have sex now. As couples do, we started off doing a perfect imitation of rabbits, but now... we're lucky if we "manage" once a month. Then, this morning I wake up with sexual dreams of my...
- On May the 1st my Uncle Will lost his fight against kidney and liver failure. After an additional 12 days in the hospital he passed away from heart failure. I was so close to him, and it hurts like someone took a sledgehammer to my chest, but is...
- I just got my diagnosis on 12/31/12 and I am still trying to process the news. What can I do to help myself here? I don't want to be on birth control pills for the rest of my life, but what other options do I really have?
- I'm a part time employee, a full time student and a full time mom to 2 ball pythons and 2 dogs... I try to be a great friend, and gf, and listener, and mom and daughter, and successful adult.... but where in the hell am I to find enough time??!
- Depression no longer has it's claws dug into my heartI broke free. My sheer determination, and the attitudes of positive people around me dug me free of my seemingly never ending despair. I want to help others be as free as I am. Whose first?