Anyone who reads this should feel proud of me. I plan to finish reading the rest of the Anita Blake series. For anyone who doesnt know what that is... its a series written by my favorite author. On top of that, I havent cut myself in a couple months, Im eating again, and to top everything off, I think im starting to get my confidence back. Things are turning around. Now all I need is a steady job, and a life, and then I'll be set. No more cuts, no more scars, no more waiting for death Im happy, Im smiling, and waiting for life to begin.