I am awake at 525 am eastern time here, and let me tell you guys why. I went to bed pretty early last night around I dont know... maybe 10pm. Well, I fell into such a deep sleep that for once, I dreamt of something other than Chippy. He is usually my dreams, but not last night... Last night I was apparently some kind of assassin, because I would walk right up to someone, pop them in the forehead, and walk off. Without a second thought even. DEfinately a change from my norm. Uhm, now Ive heard that the subconscience comes out to play when youre asleep and dreaming. .....so, now I wonder do I subconsciously want to murder? 

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Not necessarily...I\'ve read (and it makes sense to me) that the FEELING about a dream is much more relevant than it\'s content, ie: your feelings are so numb, it would not bother you to kill someone.
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Don\'t have an answer to that one you nedd to consult a dream intrpretation book. Be well, Debbie
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No..it\'s about you coming to terms with the anger, frustrations and despair of your deep grief and loss. I\'m so sorry for your loss, clearly, you loved your grandfather very much. You are very young and you can and will get through this. You feel things very deeply and perhaps that is why you are a poet. What you are going through is the stuff of all of the greatest poems ever written. Allow yourself to grieve freely and swim through the ocean of you tears to the island of your dreams, hopes and wishes. All of your love is waiting there for you. Wounds take time and care to heal. Take good care of yourself. Best of luck xxxxxx