i feel as if my world is twirling, whirling out of control. Im lost and confused, and praying for the end. I feel so much pain, but I feel no hatred for the one who ultimately caused it. I feel so cold inside, so dead inside. Ive filled a glass full of tears, and that didnt help ease the pain at all. Ive tried writing only to ask myself why.. and burn what I wrote. Ive tried telling myself it'll all be alright, and I see no light at the end of the proverbial tunnel. Please, can anyone remove this icy dagger from my chest, and remind me why it is I still live... ??