Welcome to My Twisted World As I sleep I dream of deathlifeless bodies, and rotting flesh.Gushing blood & empty eyeswatching, neutral, as someone dies. Bullet wounds & scattered deathleaving so many on eternity's breast.No remorse, and no tears shedit's because of me they're all dead. Pools of blood, sticky and thickhow easily they died, though not so quick.I walk among them the last livingI really am so unforgiving. I walk among them without regrettheir bodies lay dead & bloodsoaked wetCrimson pools make their final bedas I sleep I dream of the dead. I just wrote this off the top of my head, and its true unfortuantely. Death itself has invaded my dreams, invaded my peace, and at least in dream, has made me a killer. Cold and heartless, unresponsive, and heartless. I can't help but to wonder, if I really am losing control, and not-so-secretly wishing to kill people. I dont know if they're people from my past who have hurt me, or people in general. Each and every time though, theyre always a dark figure, if not a shadow... and every single time, I feel no regret, no restraint and they always wind up dead. Welcome to my world.
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Hm, you know? I know what you\'re getting at, I\'ve had those kinds of dreams and yes they do tend to freak me out. I love your style of poetry by the way, you should check out deviantart it\'s pretty cool, it\'s what I\'m on. Anyway you\'ve expressed yourself very well through this. Peace be with you.
I cant say that I at all understand!..Ive never had these feelings...but Im glad your expressing them through poetrt..Ill pray for you cuz that how I best know how to help...but if you need me you can message me..I know this response isnt much help..just wanted you to know I took the time to read it and Im concerned!
I love your poetry style,I havent had these types of dreams,but I can relate to the emotion it evokes.People can hurt you so much that you can become numb,even find some pleasure with a thought of their demise.Keep in mind that there is not a fine line betwee dreams and REALITY.Seek some help about these haunting dreams,get to the root of why they keep occuring.You are valued and obviously talented.Be safe,and feel better.
I hear you.. I have been having the same dream for the last 3 weeks. I have an axe. I am hunting. My love is my prey. I chop him up and he keeps asking why why why. Why couldn\'t I help him. You are in my thoughts & prayers.
Sorry for your agony with these kinds of dreams but unfortunely I have no advice to give except maybe to continue to write your thoughts and feelings in poetry. Be well, Debbie
I have had some similar dreams. Those who were my victims were never shown. I began to wonder if it was actually people I was killing or different parts of my subconscious. The part of my mind that makes me hate myself. Maybe in your dreams you\'re killing off a part of yourself that doesn\'t make you happy. It\'s just a thought. Your poetry is beautiful and if it\'s a way for you to express how you feel then don\'t stop writing. I hope you are able to find some peace.
Another thought similar to the one I wrote earlier is maybe the \"shadows\" in your dreams represent secrets or regrets you might have.
dreams have meanings and messages too...maybe they are trying to tell you to get rid of the \'Dead\" feelings inside and let them go....just a thought
Images of my friends killing themselves haunt me in my sleep, thus resulting in me not sleeping at all, in fear of those images. What if those dreams come true? Then it would be my fault. I wouldn\'t be able to deal with that. They are so real to, and I guess what really scares me, is that those suicides could actually happen. But it is good to know others dream of similiar things.