Im starting to eat now. Im really trying my hardest to get over my grandfathers death, but the hardest part for me is we were so close. There wont even be a funeral, no kind of service. No way to say my last goodbyes. All I can do now, is hope his soul finds peace. My grandmother has taken it the hardest. She refused to eat, and function for a long time too. But she has had my father up there with her to help take care of things, and her. Which is good. Well, that is all for now. Comment if you wish.
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Why is there no serivce??? IF not, you can have your own service by yourself if you have to....he deserves the respect.
I just read back in a few of your journals to catch up on what happened. I am so glad you\'re eating again. As I told my youngest son when his oldest brother died, (also my son) it will never be the same, but it will bet less miserable. THe closer you are to someone you love, when they pass on, the more it hurts. So you know how much you love your grandpa. And the wounds WILL heal in time. We will all be here for you while you heal, and afterwards....as long as you want to be here~~
I am so sorry, but you don\'t have to say goodbye...they are just in another part of our life, and you can still talk to him at anytime..he is stil with you
I agree with barbra2, he is still with you and watching over you. Be well, Debbie