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the shower dispels the cold that sets into my bones.....feel so much better.melted a bit of buttter in the pan, added spices and the small steak.......it's doing it's thing.  got the broccoli and...

a long day.  lots of phone calls, very limited sense of satisfaction. then i think about me, that i've become this intense, frustrated, angry......sick person.  and boring to boot.  i can't...

i'd like to feel like i've made a dent.  feel like the little ant that can't, the little engine that could not.......sigh, sigh, sigh.i'm doing what i can, but am i really making progress?how much...

i got to take Helen to the doctor.......it started raining while there.....didn't see that one coming!  chatted with a nice lady in the waiting room.....her daughter wanted her to go with her to ...

coming here, when i speak to so few it helps to come here and talk.i've been doing my chores with that curious sense of well being and dread.  the pain will hit because i did these things.  tidied...

listening to the night sounds.......bugs holding a concert in the dark.  they practice and perform hour after hour.  not one plan in site for this 4th of july.well one tiny little plan, i pulled a...

it's a lot. a lot  a lot a lot.so tired.  mri results revealed severe arthritis in my neck and lower back.  not new, just worse......a lot worse.  they will set me up for a epidural for my neck,...

i was feeling pretty good......really.  and now here it is, that familiar ache, all shivery, muscle pain........nooooooooo.  took off my short sleeved floorlength sundress & coral pink sandals to...

days where it's all i can do to be then i get a day like today.  puttering along like a happy mad hatter!  feels so good to be able to do and manage things.  not all, but enough that i feel like...

i got 5 inches of hair lopped off today..........i may hate it tomorrow, but it feeeeeels so much lighter.  feels like freedom, less weight to carry.......feels lighter when i shake my head. ...

mia is the most athletic crazy kitty ever.......after she knocked over a vase of roses i thought were too far for her to get into i moved both vases to the top of the refrigerator.  hah......mia is...

it's 11:22 am.  a tired slow moving morning.  dinner with the kids was nice......everybody got their favorites.  Derian got a layered bowl of Asian food from Coppuka.......a food place/idea I'd...

a good night's rest is solid gold.  so good, so thankful. my insurance company says they will approve the mri's, and whatever is needed next......epidurals or whatever is recommended by the...

awake since 3 am.  i knew someone once who told me these middle of the night sleepless disruptions were called a hearkening......the Lord's way of bringing it to one's attention that you or i need...

the rain is falling, the thunder is having it's say.......i'm sitting quietly in the dark.  this gentle rain amidst the stormy weather has stolen the light.  in a fantasy world there is a giant of...