only hours ago.......

i was feeling pretty good......really.  and now here it is, that familiar ache, all shivery, muscle pain........nooooooooo.  took off my short sleeved floorlength sundress & coral pink sandals to put on long sleeved flannel winter pj's with warm cozy winter slippers.  getting under a blanket in a minute.  feels like i got dipped in pain sauce head to toe.  that rotten flu like illness that has held me under water for soooo many years.  it can render me mute, it can trap me in bed for days and days.  it can hit outta nowhere and knock me down.

trying to think, what did i eat?  is it to blame?  i had a fresh tomato & cheese sandwich with some fresh cantaloup for lunch.  still full, late lunch........think i'll go take a pill for pain, plus a pill for nausea so i don't get sick from the pain p ill.  such a woosie girl when it comes to meds.  maybe i'll throw in a muscle relaxer.  it's not even six pm and i wanna go night night.

well shoot.......maybe tomorrow will bring a better longer lasting pain free time?  maybe, maybe, maybe.  my hands are ice cold. 

sorry, just needed to post something.......good news?  sam called me on his way  home from the airport.......he had a marvelous time in Hawaii.......said he brought me some sand. I looooooove sand.  not kidding, not even a bit........sand takes me to the ocean, i can hear the waves.......i can smell the salt air.......hear the gulls, hide from the gulls, gulls like to poo on a girls back mid flight.  i know cause i was one of the girls they pooed on back in 1974.  silliest saddest story ever!!!!!!!!!!!!