RDMyers65

Ok, I appear to be in a mania stage atm.   I'm so restless, I can't sit still at all.  I'm wired as if I've had too much caffiene and I have only had ONE and that was early this morning.  ...

Why is it that some women find it amusing to insult their daughters?  Is it they feel the girl is competition?  I've seen this in several different women of late and it disturbs me.  I wasn't...

I tried to lie in my own bed for the first time in over two weeks as the recliner is getting annoying and the broken shoulder started hurting.  I am both extremes right now.  So very restless but...

Well, I have waited all morning for my new caseworker to show up when she made the appointment to be here at 9 am.  No phone call or anything.  Not that I could go anywhere with my shoulder busted,...

Broken left shoulder and very bruised and swollen ankles.  Fell down stairs.

I'm not happy, I'm not sad, I am just here....that is when I'm not in panic.  I hate being in panic.  I get physically ill sometimes when I'm in panic.  ...

I have had three panic attacks in the past 24 hours.  It is so not fun.  It's getting to the point where I'm hiding from my cats.  Mind you, they are the only things keeping me alive but they...

It's getting where I can't go out to get groceries without a panic attack.  I wasn't there more than 30 minutes before it hit.  They don't have delivery services around here so I've no choice.  Of...

Why is it when you try to do something nice, it gets thrown back in your face?  I did what I thought was a good deed to help someone, and they get mad and say I'm interfering.  Never try to help...

I am SO very glad I no longer live in Virginia.  I would been terrified with the earthquake as I would be focusing on the hurricane approaching.  Natural disasters are not something I like dealing...

I am definitely in mania mode.   I've overspent and it's the first of the month so it's going to be rough the rest of the month.  I got 3 hours of sleep...and it was one of those sleeps that was...

Ever just feel bleh?  I do.  Not hyper, not depressed.  Just numb.  I'm existing.  Haven't felt well the past few days at all.  It /could/ be the fact I've been having migraines and digestive...

You know, years ago, I used to enjoy the 4th and going to the fireworks and everything.  Now, when I hear them, I only cry. 

I'm officially depressed again.  Slept for 13 hours last night.  Still want to sleep but I know I need to stay awake a bit more.   Feel very blah today.  Time moves so slowly when depressed. 

For the past week, I've been in a mania state and now it's heading downwards into depression again.   It's happening slower than normally thanks to the lexapro but it's still happening.   Just...