Trying again.

I want to get better but I'm just all over the place on where to start bettering myself. So, I think the main thing I should do first is to change how I view myself. That's where many of my problems are.
But, where should I even start with that. What should I change. I'll think about it. I'm glad that I'm able to write journals because I can't organize my thoughts and remember what they were about at the same time.