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alright...1am...i'm heading to bed and at least feeling calm again...so at least if the valerian doesn't help with sleep I know it definitely helps with the anxiety...now to tip over the edge into...

You say: "It's impossible." God says: All things are possible. (Luke 18:27) You say: "I'm too tired." God says: I will give you rest. (Matthew 11:28-30) You say: "Nobody really loves...

i don't know if i can handle tonight...i'm so scared please if you pray keep me in your prayers tonight

I'm feeling tired and grumpy today.  I had another rough night despite the valerian.  Yeah okay it made me a bit dopey but not enough to sleep.  I tossed and turned for 5 hours before falling...

This is a good story ... if a tear comes to your eyes -- it's OK.     'Watch out! You nearly broad sided that car!' My father yelled at me. 'Can't you do anything right?' Those words hurt...

Just got home from physio a little while ago and had a coffee and made my phone call to the student loans office.  Good thing I made that phone call or I'd have to start coming up with an extra $80...

I'm having a rough night.  I'm not sure why.  I have been feeling so good lately but I'm having a hard time still with sleep and I think it's getting to me.  I took some oxazepam tonight to try to...

Doing good overall.  Not much to say just wanted to update my goal.  28 days.

I had a fairly "normal" childhood (at least I think so) and grew up involved in church but as a teenager I made the choice that I wanted to do things my way. Well, that didn't really work out...not...

I think I'm the only person who can watch people donating blood and be nearly in tears because I can't be one of those people.  I want to donate blood, have wanted to since before I was old enough...

Hey, Happy February 1!  Wow, were did the time go?!  Seriously.  I'm so totally all over the place mentally but I'm okay at the moment.  I'm not sure...I think I might've taken my prozac twice...

http://youtube.com/watch?v=gqantZJ6WwM  short inspirational video...enjoy

Feeling more stable at the moment.  Still not as good as I was but better.  Thank you for the prayers to Nan and anyone else that prayed, and thank you God.  I took it easy yesterday, got my...

My psychiatrist says I have PMDD...i think that means premenstral dysphoric disorder or something like that.  She said to keep doing what I'm doing, speaking positive thoughts, reminding myself it...

It's all happeneing again.  I'm trying to stop it and think positive and to remind myself that this is temporary but it's not helping.  I'm trying to look to God and all the things that bring me...