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It's like 2:40am and I haven't been able to wind down.  My moods have been shifting in the last hour or two and I'm feeling worn down and depressed and like cutting.  I don't want to...I feel like...

It's 11:53pm and I'm writing here, just finished blogging, reading, and am still procrastinating.  Hehe.  I think I might be the world's best procrastinator....seriously.  That aside, I'm wide...

So I haven't been able to write anything else in my new blog yet but I did work on updating my profile some.  I just need to figure out a little better how I want to go about my writing at my...

I should be asleep...but I'm not...yet.  Found my old blog http://staystronglivelong.blogspot.com/ which created a lot of mixed emotions..good, bad, happy, and sad.  I'm dissappointed to see that a...

God, grant me the serenityTo accept the things I cannot changeCourage to change the things I canAnd the wisdom to know the difference  I'm having a good day as are most of my days lately.  Praise...

Still doing quite well.  Still at my parents though was home at my apartment for a short time today...errr...I guess yesterday now.  It's just after 1am.  I am winding down for bed...hopefully. ...

opps..haha...updated my goals and hit save without writting my entry.   I didn't end up going to the movie.  :(  By the time I woke up and had my meds and something to eat I didn't have enough...

Wow, can't believe I didn't write yesterday...was such a fantastic day. Physio went well but was given more exercises then I was wanting...ah well...whatever it takes...but opps...I already messed...

I am sooooo tired.  It's been more then 2 weeks since I had a decent sleep.  This is what happens when you are so used to taking meds for sleep and then stop...your body forgets (if it ever knew)...

Feeling tired and worn down today so ended up skipping depression group.  Felt it was better to just hang out with my roommate and watch a movie tonight.  Had my doctor's appointment today.  Had...

Best sleep night yet...except it wasn't in the night.  :S  Probably fell asleep around 5am but I'm not complaining.  Phone woke me up just before 11am but I went back to sleep for another hour. ...

Getting ready to go for my EKG appointment.  I'm assuming it's still on since I haven't heard otherwise.  My physio appt was cancelled though.  We had a storm last night and it changed to rain and...

Yesterday ended up laying down for a nap at around 4pm and slept until about 7pm so that meant I was awake until about 3am this morning but that wasn't too bad.  Though some idiot was banging at our...

http://deesinbox.com/2009/01/09/ohhh-this-is-goooood-charlie-schulz-philosphy/ The Charlie Schulz Philosophy (This is marvelous!! Scroll thru slowly and read carefully to receive and enjoy full...

Didn't end up going to lunch with my family, just was not physically up for it.  And I couldn't see the sense in going to lunch and paying an insane amount of money when I can't even reliably eat a...