I miss my son so much that I want to die........ Then I get all guilty about that...........then.......................It just goes downhill from there, I miss my son so much that I want to die........ Then I get all guilty about that...........then.......................It just goes downhill from there,
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Hang in there girl. It\'s really tough but I\'m here to help. Grab on to me I\'ll pull you through. To validate our kids lives we must do our best to live as good a life as we can, hard as it is we have no option but to go on. Take it one day at a time or one minute or second or whatever you can do. Love and hugs Cathy
I know the feeling and I don\'t like that feeling.It is such a dark place and I remember literally not caring and all I wanted to do was die.I still have moments where death sounds real good to me and like you I feel guilty. The moments are no longer as strong or as frequent but every once in a while out of the blue it just hits me.
What I have been doing when my mind takes me there, I real quick try to think about something else or do some busy work real quick.That seems to work for the most part.
I am sorry you are having this experience today. I pray that those moments start being less invasive for you and when it happens it does not take you so far down that you don\'t see any light.In the meantime I am only a page away.Love ,Inga
you hang in there hun,ok were all here for you,luv cilla
oh honey .... we just go on! we just do it take it one day. i am here for you! ~ charlayne
I have those same feeling so often. Hang in there. I wish I had some magic words to help you I would sure offer them to you. You are cared about. Best wishes, Denise