I hope you all had a good weekend, I did, for a change. I do wish I could have made the trip. Maybe next year.    My job keeps sending me out on the road at night. They just don't understand. If I am driving, I am thinking about Jeff. All of that time on my hands to get hysterical. It's not good to cry while drivig. I'm putting people at risk. I have pills that are prescribed to me that I could take, making me unable to drive but I'm trying not to take them. I guess I could lie and tell the that I am but I don't want to lie. Perhaps I could just standup for myself. Hmmmm.   Love you all.

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I understand when you are not busy is when your mind just runs away with you and the tears start. I agree crying and driving are not good but I do it as I find in the car is one place I can yell and cry and nobody can hear me. You could try explaining to your boss what happens when you are alone and not really occupied, worth a try. Glad you had a good weekend. Me too maybe next year. Love and hugs Cathy
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i know what you mean about crying interfers with driving. I went to Tn this past July and cried for 7 of the 8 hrs. I couldn\'t do what you are doing driving all night. I am ok when i keep busy but the minute I have \"sit down time\" I think about my baby boy and sobbbb.
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i know wat you mean about crying when yr driving,not good, so you have to tell them,ok. bless you,cilla
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I drive school bus as a sub, I know what you mean, you can\'t concentrate on the road. Be careful out there. Hugs to you Wilma
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standing up for yourself isn\'t always easy to do. My mom has always been pretty good at standing up for me and my brother but not for herself. I sometime struggle with standing up for myself at work.