Well, I made it through work, only cried when nobody was looking. I feel like I've been beat, my voice is almost gone from crying and I talk for a living.    My son Tony is pretty broken up about this awful thing that has happened. I love him so much and it hurts me so badly to see him sad for anything. I want to keep him safe from the pain of the world. If I can ever figure out how to get safe, I'll teach him.       Thank you all for your love and support.         Colleen

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Colleen, I am so sorry you are both going through this. I too wish we could take their pain away. Thinking of both of you, Jake\'s mom, kathy
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huge hugs right now, huge love to you both. love marianne joeys mom
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I am thinking about you and praying for you
Dawn
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If only the world were safe. Unfortunately we\'ve all learned that life changes in an instant. We however have to life in faith and not fear. That in itself is a test. Hoping and praying your pain will ease. Love Robin
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Colleen,
Crying seems to be a full time job anymore and then we have to go to work...i am sorry that you have another thing to deal with and I glad you will be there for Tony. hugs, Inga
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If there was a magic pill that would help you both I\'d get it for you. Crying is one way to release the stress that would kill us other wise. Try to be kind to yourself. Love and hugs Cathy