uglygarden

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  Joined New Group

  Posted by: uglygarden

  Posted: 07/31/2018

  uglygarden joined the group Prescription and Synthetic Drug Abuse.

• Eating Disorders
  

  weird bulimia-binge-eating limbo

  Posted by: uglygarden

  Posted: 01/19/2018

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  I honestly have just ignored my issues with food since the 7th grade (I’m a senior in HS now). I can without a doubt claim that during middle school-early HS I had anorexia. (I wasn’t diagnosed. I don’t know if that changes anything.) id eat one meal a day (dinner because family is there), and quit all calorie-containing drinks. Eventually it was just so easy to not eat. I liked the feeling of an empty stomach, thin, hungry, lightheaded, etc. Anyway blah blah fast forward to summer of...

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  Joined New Group

  Posted by: uglygarden

  Posted: 01/19/2018

  uglygarden joined the group Eating Disorders.

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  Joined New Group

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  Posted: 01/19/2018

  uglygarden joined the group Anxiety.

• Depression
  

  I just fucking hurt

  Posted by: uglygarden

  Last Reply: rejoice1210 12/05/2017

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  I feel so out of energy. Pushing forward doesn’t make sense at this point 

• Depression
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: uglygarden

  Posted: 11/21/2017

  uglygarden commented on the discussion Tying the knot.

• Bipolar Disorder
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: uglygarden

  Posted: 11/20/2017

  uglygarden commented on the discussion Help with my diagnosis because we’re lost.

• Depression
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: uglygarden

  Posted: 11/20/2017

  uglygarden commented on the discussion Can't Stop Crying.

• Bipolar Disorder
  

  Help with my diagnosis because we’re lost

  Posted by: uglygarden

  Last Reply: OlderCPer 11/21/2017

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  My diagnosis has been bouncing from clinical depression to bipolar 2 (I believe) for a couple years now. I’m wondering if anyone else is in a similar situation? We can’t tell if my “hypomanic episodes” are actual episodes, since they are so brief and dull, in comparison to my acute and lengthy depressive “episodes”.I jump back and forth between what I think my diagnosis is. I can go weeks without a (what we have considered) hypomanic episode, and then convince myself that I’m only...

• Depression
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: uglygarden

  Posted: 11/20/2017

  uglygarden commented on the discussion Tying the knot.

• Depression
  

  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 11/20/2017

  uglygarden commented on the discussion Rope.

• Depression
  

  Tying the knot

  Posted by: uglygarden

  Last Reply: nofil69 11/22/2017

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  20 minutes and I’m like 75% sure I’m going to do it. I’m in excruciating pain. I don’t want to spread that pain to those of which I love. It really seems I’m out of options. Or maybe ive reached my limit for the millionth time. It’s weird to think i have a survival rate of 100% so far. I don’t know where my mind is, all I know is i am bruised and battered. This feels terminal

• Depression
  

  Discussion Like

  Posted by: uglygarden

  Posted: 11/20/2017

  uglygarden liked the discussion 1-800-273-8255.

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  Joined New Group

  Posted by: uglygarden

  Posted: 11/20/2017

  uglygarden joined the group Bipolar Disorder.

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  Joined New Group

  Posted by: uglygarden

  Posted: 11/20/2017

  uglygarden joined the group Self-Injury.