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- I left my abusive, alcoholic BF almost 8 weeks ago. It has been a huge struggle with so many emotions. I missed him, I ached for him even though I new he would abuse me again, I felt like a loser, like I would never have a life, like I would never...
- I've been feeling pretty good lately, pretty strong about getting out. He had been leaving me alone and life was getting better.I left him almost 3 weeks ago. He contacted me about some things I had of his & vice versa. I went over to exchange them....
- I've posted a lot of sad, scared, anxious & worried discussions to this board. You are all so kind and caring in response. I thank you so much! Youve helped me more than anything. This morning, today I'm feeling good and it is so nice. So I want to...
- I miss you so much right now. It's been 17 days since I left. I have so much I want to tell you, so much I want to talk to you about. I wonder how you are. If your sleeping okay, drinking too much, taking your blood pressure medication. Do you...
- Also posted on Physical & Emotional Abuse discussions:I have recently left my alcoholic, abusive SO for the fourth and final time. The last time we reconciled, he promised me a more normal life. After being back together a while and not being...
- Wonderful TED talk by Leslie Morgan Steiner, the author of Crazy Love. http://www.ted.com/talks/leslie_morgan_steiner_why_domestic_violence_victims_don_t_leave?language=en"I never once thought of myself as a battered wife. Instead, I was a very...
- As I read through the discussions and journals on this board I realize so many of us keep going back to our abusers over and over. We are not idiots. We are kind and loving people. We really, really want & hope things will get better. And we...
- I have recently left my alcoholic, abusive SO for the fourth and final time. The last time we reconciled, he promised me a more normal life. After being back together a while and not being "normal" we had a discussion about it. He said "Exactly...
- I'm so angry, so sad, so all the bad things right now. I let myself get sucked into a phone call with the crazy manipulating abusing alcoholic jerk tonight. I let him make me feel bad.I'm still gone. I'm not going back. At first he was all about...
- I left him 6 days ago. I haven't heard from him since a drunken text on Thursday night. He is alcoholic, abusive, depressed & probably bi-polar. He son has been in touch with me since last night because he can't get him to answer the phone (son...
- I know I'm blowing up the discussions tonight. I'm venting and you are listening. Thank you so much.I'm using all the tools I can find to help me with this. I'm on day 2 of leaving an alcoholic, abuser. I think this will be a more positive postWhat...
- I am on day 2 of leaving my alcoholic, abusive S.O. I am going through so much to stay away. He is not contacting me yet, but I know he will. I know that I must not go back, but I'm so afraid I will.You know how it is when someone makes you a...
- I left yesterday. This is the 4th time I've left him. I pray it is the last time.I woke up at 4:00 a.m. in this nasty motel room. I think I'm getting a cold. I have a headache. I have $400.00 to my name. All my stuff is at his house. I have no job...
- I'm so disgusted with myself. I was waiting for the next blowup, the next drunken rage & then I would go.It happened last night. He got drunk and when I couldn't listen to his BS anymore, he started yelling, screaming and calling me names. He got...
- Just read this post on this group, by Sandra Brown. http://www.dailystrength.org/groups/women-who-love-too-much/news/view/2143470I think I need to read it every day.