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Status: Having a speedy recovery; started walking at week 3!
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Tomorrow makes three months since the rape. I do not like the first of the month. My mom was not encouraging when I told her this. She was basically saying that I make things bigger than what...
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Today, I am doing okay. I am almost out of the hole due to one of my bank accounts. Praise God!! I no longer am in shock, but am in extreme denial over what happened. My gut keeps telling me...
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I hope you all had a good Thanksgiving. Mine went well overall. I worked for 8 hours, and got paid $23/hour, which I was quite thankful. I did seclude myself from my family after I ate...
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Last night I was working hard on coming up with a list of triggers that set off my flashbacks. I came up with a list of 13, but there is a lot more due to fears, of course. I have no idea what...
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I have a job interview tomorrow at the Wichita Marriott, it is for evenings, weekends, and holidays as well as part-time, which will work great with school. I hope they are flexible when I am out...
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This has been a stressful week because I am not able to get the necessary hours in to work. On the other hand, I get to do online counseling, which will help make up for that lost time. Praise...
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Today I still feel the same as yesterday, but also having terrible flashbacks. When I stayed the night at my fiance's parents house last night. The bed I slept in reminded me so much of what...
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Today I feel numb. I am exhausted mentally, emotionally, physically, socially, and spiritually. I have been trying to get back into the normalcy of life, and its difficult. I hate what happened...
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I still feel like dirt ever since the rape. I am also awaiting to hear from the detective in regards to charges being filed, which I pray does happen. I cannot sleep well at night like I...
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I am so emotionally exhausted that its not even funny. I wake up every two hours at night due to nightmares, but when I wake up I cannot remember the flashbacks. If I could remember them, then I...
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I talked with a paralegal today about the PFS/PFA, and she said as long as it is temporary it won't go on my permanent record. This is good news. It does outdo the first one, though, which means...
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I do have an update for you about the case. I will sum it up for you as best as I can. My neighbor lied not only to the judge but to God because he took an oath. I told the truth, and the judge...
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October 12, 2007 Here is my most recent journal.Reasons for a better week:1. Support network growing daily2. PFA/PFS filed against rapist- go to court on the 18th at 9 a.m.- Pray for this 3. ...
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Each day gets better and better with the Lord's help. Today I was able to get off work early, and have tomorrow off too, which I am thankful. I am still awaiting to hear from my therapist to set...
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I have had a lot of flashbacks occur lately regardless of what I am doing. I was able to change the locks on my apartment for free, and my fiance's brother got me groceries. He did all of that...
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