I hope you all had a good Thanksgiving.  Mine went well overall.  I worked for 8 hours, and got paid $23/hour, which I was quite thankful.  I did seclude myself from my family after I ate breakfast, lunch and dinner after getting off work (1 entire meal).  My mom wanted me to join, but I didn't want to, in regards to talking to everyone that hasn't seen me in awhile.  I told her that I wanted to take a nap after eating, and that is exactly what I did, then later I got interrupted because everyone was leaving.  I apologized to everyone for not being sociable, and my mom said, "That is who I am."  I spoke to my fiance' about it, and he said that is not who I am all the time.  I do socialize, but when I want to, and its usually at work or church.I am thankful for many things, and they are that:1.  I am alive-  I could have died that night I was raped from being drugged2.  God- So glad He is in my life3.  Family and Friends- Love and Support4.  Job opportunitiesToday, since it is the day after Thanksgiving, I am feeling like dirt, yet very calm.  I work tonight from 11-7 a.m. with one patient.  I wrote in my journal two triggers I can work on, but wasn't able to do five because they all are difficult to handle at this time.  I showed them to Jared, so he is aware, and can help me through them.  They are popcorn and water, and demanding.  These are the two that I am currently working on.  I have so many triggers that I know it is going to take me a long time to deal with them, and I hate how I feel.I am watching a movie right now called, "Speak."  It's about this Freshman girl in high school who gets raped while at a party.  She is shunned by her classmates, and is struggling immensely.  I like the movie, and would reccomend it to any of you who are interested.Did you all have a good Thanksgiving?  I hope it went well, and have a good weekend.