Each day gets better and better with the Lord's help.  Today I was able to get off work early, and have tomorrow off too, which I am thankful.  I am still awaiting to hear from my therapist to set up a time to have counseling with her.  Tomorrow I am getting a restraining order (PFA), and my apartment complex already knows about it.  This month they waived my parking fee, which I am also thankful.  I am trying to stay positive.  I felt ready enough to go out in public during the day and walk to my car, about half way I started to have a panic attack, and immediately did the breathing deep exercise, once I made it to my car I said, "I made it," many times, and was able to breathe like normal again.  Healing sure takes a long time, and I do appreciate so much you all's support through this.  Have a blessed day/week, and I will keep you updated to the best of my ability.