I am so emotionally exhausted that its not even funny.  I wake up every two hours at night due to nightmares, but when I wake up I cannot remember the flashbacks.  If I could remember them, then I would immediately write them down, so I can move forward.  I attended a conference yesterday for dating, engaged, and married couples, and it brought a lot of flashbacks.  I immediately wrote them down, and afterwards felt better.  I haven't heard anything from the Detective about my case.  I know she is going to present it again to the DA, and I pray charges are filed.  I want to thank you all for your prayers and support.  I am feeling quite crummy today, and do not have much  motivation to do school work.  Please continue to be in prayer, and thank you again.