I went to the ER night before last and was pumped full of Lorazepam, because of anxiety. They did blood tests to check my thyroid and monitored my heart and all that. The doctor gave me a 30 day prescription for Prozac and 10 Lorazepam to do me until I find a therapist. They also brought in a clinical therapist because of my arms, and basically all he did was ask me repetitive questions and tell my mom how to find a therapist.I haven't slept well for days. Last night was the first time I was able to fall asleep without medication since Halloween. I keep waking up at 2:30 to a panic attack, except tonight. I woke up just about once an hour until 4, when the anxiety hit. I just took a Lorazepam, so hopefully it fades out soon.
 
So...yeah. I really hope this is coming to an end. I really can't handle this anxiety. I'm becoming so clingy and the tiniest things set me off. The only good thing that has come of it is I'm much closer to my mom and I don't take her for granted anymore.