so tired.  still no mail from the post office.  kids being kids; noisy.  the little one is very fussy & winey.  taken 2 falling out when he doesnt get his way.  seems like the older stopped doing this much quicker. they all seem so demanding and winey.  cld b thats how i c it since im so beat.  i dont have anything going on. thats not entirely true, but somewhat.  s thinks that having a job will give me something,but how many things cant i do b/c i have to take care of the children.  im not in school....couldnt concentrate.  cant go out nites b/c must b with kids and s is often gone. i sd 2 him if we were both gone who wld take care of the children.  he just thnks thngs just wrk out.  hes like wed both tk cr of them.  plz he complained when i tk a pt job eve.i am hating him rgt now