naimalove

Lord plz give me rest.  And plz 2morrw help me 2 keep it 2gether and keep focused on the interview.  plz bless me 2 b on time & 2 show my positive traits and attributes.bless me 2 articulate...

im so frustrated that im not working right now. well im working part time @ a day care.  not really my cup of tea.  im very used 2 working with adults.  so im doing that to help fill in b/c...

i feel empty and so tired.  i cant make my h b sensitive. i used 2 think of him that way, but not anymore.  i have no control over my own life.  it hurts so much.  i cant make him love me.  I...

i feel like im on the road 2 being healed.  i can c me being whole.  im not sure if i c me married 2 my h.   its a possibility.  i dont know that i wanna b with someone so selfish.  even after...

woke up on time.  got to class on timeate sensibly.  bought a new outfit.  jeans fit great and cute tops 2.  picked up bookcase from my mom's house.  class was good.  interesting.  teacher...

last night i was filled with rage.  maybe talking about it is not the best thing.  i talked about it all day.  with him, with other people and when he got home i was boiling over.  he wanted 2...

I believed in youI thought you could do no wrongUntil I saw one dayThat you were stringing me alongPlayed me for a foolYou used me once too muchI'm in so much painHere I am againTrust is a hard...

ive been getting headaches and stomach aches.  heart palpatations.  dizziness at times. im stressed. i bought some books.  why men cheat and after the affair.  im trying 2 give myself something...

i can do better by myself. id b back in control & this time God would b with me 2.  sharing control can b acomfort sometimes but often it is taxing and stressful. right now i dont trust him. there...

the bible says that i can certainly do this.  its not sinful.  i think the Lord would prefer that we stay 2gether and rebuild.  im not sure that i can and right now im torn even with wanting 2. ...

had a blow up with steve last night.  i was out and didnt answer his call.  he was afraid that i was leaving 2 never come back.  he must think im crazy.  i love my children.  i wouldnt leave...

not sure if i want 2 stay married. I know that staying married is best for h and children and church, but not sure if its best for me. ive so often not bn so great 2 myself. not saw myself in a...

perhaps the sex and sex fantasy is an outlet 2 make me think that i am attractive.  i am aroused more often, but ive been here b4. 

i fl like im losing my h again. weve bn connecting in spite of b/c of this ordeal.  ive bn reaching out 2 him and allowing him 2 reach out 2 me in spite of what hes done. hoping that we can...

feelin downbeen watchin porn & masturbatingdont know what thats aboutescape?had sex with h twice tdayit was greatvery satisfyingbut strange 2 b having sex with him so soontrying to figure out why?but...