naimalove

im bothered. i had a dream or vision that my h was in my pastors office having sex w/her. it was disturbing, but i knew it was not true. i told my h about it.  since it nvr occurred 2 me 2 thnk  he...

changing ur hair is typical of women whove bn cheated on.  what phase of grief is that?

i nd 2 c someone else inthe mirror. logic tells me that its not my fault,but i just want a change.  i must admit.  i dont care about being attractive 2 h,but i do care about being attractive 2...

been lookn @ h facebook, and emails.  everything has a  dif connotation now that i know hes been lying.  this so sucks.  this whole situation sucks.  i doubt if he loves me.  i wonder where hes...

i checked my husbands phone and i found some unexpected messages.  it seems that he had or is having an affair.  and w/ someone i know.  i cant believe it.  i dont know how 2 feel or what 2 do. ...

not sure how it went. i dont feel like i shined.  i was professional, but they didnt ask me anything.  i was late for the interview but i did call.  im not sure what was going on.  i wonder if i...

im anxious about losing weight or not. im drinking slimfast. im ok.  im not feeling exessively hungry.  im still following weightwatchers.  i havent been exercising.  did go out w/kids with bikes...

been eating a lot. gained some weight.  cant seem 2 keep everything straight at one time.  money better.  school well. not working.  have interview. this time of yr i tend to eat more and become...

children had a great time.  i had fun watching them.  we put up the tree 2day.  ive been so beat.  been putting it off.  so we finally put it up 2day.  looks nice.  2 small. i think next year...

almost done reading itexcellentsadbut she eventually  made a turnmay all those trying to escape pain through addiction make a turnamen

i got my grades.  i got a c+ and a-.  i was disappointed about the c.  i thought i was leaning more toward a b.  but the a was a surprise b/c i thought i was leaning 2 a b in that class.  so i...

lets say disappointed.  God is so good to me.  im out of work.  enjoying the break.  got some unexpected money. i thought that since it was "found" money that i'd buy hubby a new computer that we...

and having a hard time getting through.  I am eating alot.  cant say uncontrollably.  i have some control.  just not using it. im sad. ive bn sleeping.  i have school work thats due 2morrow &...

start with the positivesi finished 2 class assignments 2dayi  have an appt 2tour woar (women organized against rape) fridayclasses only 1 more week now the negi didnt get the jobmy friend got itim ...

Today I dont have class.  My hubby was able 2 get a new phone.  He prob wont use the calendar but then he might surprise me.  We got a wii.  Finally.  he's wanted 1 for a while.  I got a new...