naimalove

im so frustrated.  yday was a very difficult day.  in the morn saw ow number on the phone bill.  he called herand spoke for 30 min.  he says that he was in the park on a really cold night and was...

learning 2 love me.  i bought myself some white roses.  they smell so good.  i bought myself some overpriced choc cov strawberries.  but they were so good.  i cleaned off the kitchen table. ...

last nite husband didnt come 2 bed.  fell asleep downstairs.  i fell asleep upstairs.  i woke around 1:48.  went down.  couldnt sleep after that.  tossed and turned alot.  he came 2 bed.  had...

cing therapist for personal growth and still cing pastor for marriage counseling.  think husband needs 2 face some of his own demons,but he has 2 want it 4 himself.  my responsibility is 2 make...

i had 2 let it go or b miserable.  we sat 2gether in front of my pastor and he promised that he would love me like i nd 2 b loved.  that the affair is over and will nvr happen again.  i sd that i...

i am tired.  so tired.  im tired of working 2 makea relationship work bymyself.  i dont want a passionless marriage.  it just seems cruel 2 myself.  if ur desperately hungry and theres a plate...

i thought about driving into a frozen lake 2day.  i fl im bet a rock & hard place.  whether i stay or go im fucked.

i am hiv negative.  i was neg for trichamonis.  and i was tested for clymidia, i think gonorea and  syphillis.  those tests will be back in 2 wks.  waiting the 10 min for thehiv test was very...

Suffering Reveals What Is In Our HeartsSuffering often occurs at the hand of others. But it has a way of revealing what is in our own hearts. Capacities for love, mercy, anger, envy, and pride can...

Brunson, Rev. Milton - For The Good Of Them The race is not given, to the swift nor to the strong,but to the one that endures, until the end,They’ll be problems,and sometimes...

i keep listening 2 a song that has been very comforting 2 me in the past.  its a comfort in a way, but i dont quite believe it right now.  i expect that i will eventually.

this situation has shaken my faith.  i feel like why wld God allow this 2 go on so long and not let me know.  My mother tells me to give it 2 God and right now i dont just not trust my husband I...

i feel i can hardly breathe.  my neck is tight.  im tired and hyper at the same time.  i fl like God is fighting against me.  i spent 1000 dollars to get his car fixed.  that would have covered...

feeling trapped. dont trust him. when he doesnt answer his phone i wonder where he is.  wonder if hes where he says he is. i want 2 move out.  i want some space of my own. i want 2 c what my life...