naimalove

threw a tantrum yday.  didnt go 2 choir rehearsal or library sale.  choir was not great 2day.  drummer missing again.  felt like id let them down. there is no balance in my life. hus preached...

i ordered an elliptical machine from an infomercial.  i havent bn able 2 get 2 the y.  and i am determined 2 get in shape & stay that way.  im trying 2 make it as easier.  im starting 2 fl like...

i feel so defeated. my husband just told me that he gave up his dream 2 have a fam.  i didnt think it was either or.  i fl sodisconnected.  i dont even know what my dream is...so  im floundering...

why is my son crying?  its bedtime.  i know hes tired.....i surely am.  and hes justa cryin.  and now  hes down here w/me cause he dediced 2 get up & come downstairs....

went 2 a great book sale @ a local library in another neighborhood. nice way 2 c more of the city. and the people were really nice.  i enjoyed looking through the books.  i found some that i liked...

i have strep.  bn so sick all wk. felt tired but ok on monday & bn a mess  since then.  was able 2 go 2 the dr yday & got much needed meds.  baby has a rash. hus is sick 2...strep.  middle gurl...

im so tired.  im home w/the kids.  prob wont c my husband til 2morrow or late 2night. they r playing.  and they keep screaming.  im bout 2 just run out. i bought some books 2day & i want 2 go...

ive bn eating alot.  habitually.  its emotional; not about hunger.  im so stressed.  and tired and sad.  i want 2 go 2 the library book sale.  i want 2 find some books i can sell 4 a profit. ...

i think im depressed.  ive bn eating extra.  im having trouble sleeping @ night & sleeping during the day...when i can.  im sad.  i dont like my job but im not sure what i shd b doing instead. ...

im stressed.  im trying not 2 b.  i am trusting God.  i know that well b ok, its just i dont wanna lose my house.  i feel guilty b/c i have been irresponsible where the mortgage was convcerned. ...

my mom was in a car acct. she blacked out & crashed into a pole.  scarry.  so far dr doesnt know why she blacked out. shes only 65, but then again shes 65.  scarry.  i dont wanna lose her.  life...

i took the day off from wrk cause i was so beat,but after sleeping a litlle extra i cleaned my room.  i am packin up unnecessary stuff & puttin it on the curb.  i pray that someone can use it.  i...

tdays service was marvelous.  i enjoyed it from beginning 2end. so blessed.  i direct the choir.  im leaving 4 5 wks for training.  and when i return i may not b able 2 b on the choir b/c my ...

i did everything i shd havedone this wk.  i exercised during lunch 3 days and i lost .2lbs.  crazy.  why shd 205 b a plateau?  i dont get it.  ihope its b/c my period jusy went offsomaybe im...

i put on my jeans this morning & they just slid on.  i didnt have 2 struggle or suck in my gut.  they just slid right on.  yay