i am hiv negative.  i was neg for trichamonis.  and i was tested for clymidia, i think gonorea and  syphillis.  those tests will be back in 2 wks.  waiting the 10 min for thehiv test was very scary.  b/c although my h says he used acondom each time; he cld b lying and they did have oral sexw/o a condom.  he may trust her,but i do not.  i found out i have high blood pressure.  so im on water pills.  and i have bacterial vaginosis which is something i periodically get.  its akin 2 a urinary tract infection minus the itching.  so while im being treated for that if we have sex we nd 2 use a condom.  b/c he can carry it and keep giving is back 2 me.  my appetite is back.  im still anxious about what h is doing where he is.is he where he says he is.  i told him he cld read my journal.  i havent bn very chatty lately.  off & on.  hes used 2 me  being very talkative.  i have less 2 say these days.