naimalove

last night i was depressed.  i have bn 4 a few weeks.  i pushed through it some.  i finished 2 assignments for school.  now im concentrating on finishing the rest of the assignments that r very...

maybe i just cant b satisfied.  i thought marriage would b so simple.  sex.  finally sex would b beautiful.  would b godly.  sex once was all i thought i had 2 offer.  well thats not true.  it...

im depressed.  i am tired.  ive been informed that my husband is emotionally unavailable.  its for a gd reason because hes working on himself and allowing god to work on him. problem is ive been...

they say im going backwards.  i dont feel like ive moved.  i still can't bleive it.  it still hasnt sunk in.  i know it.  im hurting but it still sorta feels like a nightmare that i might wake...

i put on a cute nighty and went about my reg biz.  i finished my homework for school and then remembered i need 2 wash clothes.  i put on matching heels and went down 2 wash clothes.  all he cld...

my head is throbbing. ive bn up since 630 so iguess im reaally tired.  i wonder if im settling.  i gott this book the love dare.  where a spouse practices unconditional love.  i really thought we...

sunday service was great.  theyve been pretty wonderful.  after i helped h teach class.  remembered when we used 2 teach youth together and we went 2 retreat with them and i snuck into the boys...

i had sex w/o a condom. i was caught up in the moment.  we were in the shower.  he was feeln good 2 me.  i dont even think i thought bout a condom. i mean damn im married. i dont think im...

i fl like a fool for giving unconditional love.  Christ has given it 2 me.  its a wonder Christ doesnt fl like a fool. i am weak so He can be stroing. i am very weak.

i want 2 feel safe again.  right now im not thinkn about sex.  im sleepy.  i am thinking of spooning with someone and being held while i fall sleep.  i dont feel safe with him.  he didnt want...

i was so looking 4wa rd 2 fucking 2nite.  i wasnt terribly aroused all daybut @ bedtime i could feel him inside me, but i wanted him really inside me. i wanted him 2 share.  emotionally.  he wasnt...

h went 2 his 1st personal therapy session.  with a mental health prof not my pastor.  anyway he didnt really tell me anything about his session & he doesnt have 2. i just hoped that he would.  i...

i feelso alone.cantreach out 2 husband but so much. feelreally needy right now. i was so ridicukously tired2 day and then i finally fell asleep. i find myself becoming attracted 2 my h best friend....

i love my husband.  i really love him.  i dont really want anyoneelse but i wish i cld go back in time.  i find myself tempted 2 have another relationship.  my h and i r getting along better....

had a submissive sexual encounter.  i fl so sexy.  i was walkn through the mall bouncin 2 beyonce.  i was wearing sweats as i worked out yday.  im so sore.  i was lookn 4 a dress 2 wear on my...