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• Breakups & Divorce
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: earlysteps84

  Posted: 08/19/2017

  earlysteps84 commented on the discussion Bad night again, but getting better...

• Breakups & Divorce
  

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  Posted by: earlysteps84

  Posted: 08/18/2017

  earlysteps84 commented on the discussion Bad night again, but getting better...

• Sex / Pornography Addiction
  

  New to this group, i have questions. please help.

  Posted by: earlysteps84

  Last Reply: ctops 11/11/2017

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  I recently broke up with my boyfriend of almost 2 years. We've know each other for 5 and I always had sexual fantacies about him even though he was married. He separated just before we started to date. I thought it was great, I was/am so attracted to him. I would be sexually aroused by the thought of him and now in his presence? well, it's insanse. But I never can/could have an orgasm with him unless I felt like he was a "father figure" a "big guy" on top of me. It's all from childhood sex...

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  Joined New Group

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  Posted: 08/16/2017

  earlysteps84 joined the group For Sex Addicts Only.

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  Joined New Group

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  Posted: 08/16/2017

  earlysteps84 joined the group Sex / Pornography Addiction.

• Breakups & Divorce
  

  Bad night again, but getting better..

  Posted by: earlysteps84

  Last Reply: mirandac 08/19/2017

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  I contacted my ex a few nights ago. He responded, and that was ok. I am ok with that. But this morning I was on my way to my therapist who I began to see because he brake up with me and detailing the reasons why that needed to happen. I saw him out of the corner of my eye and incidentally he was coming from his therapy session. He dashed behind a bus stop sign. He thought I did not see him, but I did. And kept walking like I didn't see him. Is that even adult behavior? Is this the way we are...

• Breakups & Divorce
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: earlysteps84

  Posted: 08/16/2017

  earlysteps84 commented on the discussion So angry..and sad...

• Breakups & Divorce
  

  So angry..and sad..

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  Last Reply: earlysteps84 08/16/2017

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  I contacted "him" last night after a moment of weakness and after almost 2 weeks! All what I said in the email was that I was really missing him for some reason, indicating that last night I missed him more than usual. I even said "no need to respond" because I didn't want to open that longing and craving for him if he said anything. Unlike a lot of people that are going through this agonizing experience, my ex (I hate to call him that) has been very responsive if I am having an "episode"...

• Breakups & Divorce
  

  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 08/15/2017

  earlysteps84 commented on the discussion I was doing good....

• Breakups & Divorce
  

  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 08/12/2017

  earlysteps84 commented on the discussion Ups and downs..way down today...

• Breakups & Divorce
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: earlysteps84

  Posted: 08/12/2017

  earlysteps84 commented on the discussion I want to break up with my boyfriend, but nervous.

• Breakups & Divorce
  

  Ups and downs..way down today..

  Posted by: earlysteps84

  Last Reply: tejema 08/13/2017

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  Today was a beautiful day in my city, BEATIFUL!! sunshine, low humidity and excellent weather all around. I started to notice all the couples holding hands and at outdoor venues chatting and enjoying themselves, just like I once did with my guy. And then, in came the self pity, the why not me?s. I came home from dance class and noticed that the lights at his place were off (we live diagonally across the street from each other). I immidiately thought he was out and about having a good old...

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 08/11/2017

  earlysteps84 became friends with mirandac.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 08/11/2017

  earlysteps84 became friends with mirandac.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 08/11/2017

  earlysteps84 became friends with pete70.