Justwantacceptance
Status: Afraid
About Me
I'm messed up and afraid, still figuring things out, not particularly sound of mind, and sometimes it's hard for people to handle my unpredictable nature. Some nights I cry myself to sleep, others I just pretend everything is fine. I'm lonely, touch starved, desperate for affection I rarely receive genuinely, and one of my biggest desires is to be held and just be... Comforted and reassured for once in my life. I fluctuate between bursting with emotion and being completely devoid of it, huge chunks of my childhood are missing because of repressed memories, I'm aggressive and defensive and hard to give trust and no matter how long I know someone I will always be afraid that they hate me or pity me.
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Justwantacceptance became friends with Hurt123456789.
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Justwantacceptance commented on the discussion So....
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Justwantacceptance commented on the discussion So....
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Justwantacceptance commented on the discussion No one to open up to.
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Justwantacceptance commented on the discussion Hurting!.
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Justwantacceptance became friends with Phyxius818.
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Justwantacceptance joined the group Agoraphobia & Social Anxiety.
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Justwantacceptance joined the group Anger Management.
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Justwantacceptance joined the group Long Distance Relationships (LDR).
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Justwantacceptance joined the group Rape.