jenlost

It has been almost two weeks since I last cut myself.  Way to go me!  I almost had a slip up the other day when I was having problems with my mom, but I was able to distract myself.  I just hope...

I was doing so well, I went four days without hurting myself.  Then tonight, I am having trouble calming or relaxing myself and the only other way of doing that is by cutting.  It has helped...

I don't know what to do, I have a medicine that I am out of and I don't have the money to get more.  The medicine does not have a patient assistance program, so I can not get it for free like most...

I thought I was doing pretty good, going two days in a row without cutting, but that all ended tonight.  I am having trouble relaxing and cutting helps me to relax, sometimes.  The last few nights...

I don't know why I keep telling myself that everything is okay and that I am fine, when really I know that I am not fine and things are not going to be okay.  I have no hope for the future of any...

Things are alittle bit better, but they are still not good all to well.  I talked with my doctor again and she raised another one of my medicines and if this does not work and things are still not...

I thought things were getting better, for a small piece of time it was, but then things went back to normal.  I am always shaking and afraid that I am going to do something that will hurt me, not...

I need to talk to someone.  I am struggling with the urge to cut myself.  I am shaking so bad and I don't know what to do.

It seems everytime I get upset at myself or at the situation I cut myself.  I have so many cuts on my thighs it is bad.  I don't know what to do anymore, I am giving up on this situation.  I don't...

Things are still not going that well for me.  I am waiting to hear back from my doctor.  I am afraid of what she might said and do.  One of the hard things is that her and my therapists are both 2...

Things at home with my parents are alittle bit better, but I still feel so depressed.  All I want to do is stay in bed and do nothing, which is not happening, my parents are making me do things I...

Things are getting worse around here.  I saw my therapist yesterday and we talked about alot different things that are going on with me.  She thinks that I am slipping into a deeper depression and...

I can't stop cutting.  Lately it has helped me relax and be able to sleep.  I want to stop but I can't.  each day seems to get harder to stop plus the things that are going on around me.  My life...

Things haven't changed much around here.  I am having major trouble with cutting.  I cut and I want to stop but I can't.  When I do cut I feel nothing so I keep cutting till I do which has not...

I have so much self hatered toward myself  that nothing matters to me.  I am a worthless piece of garabage and no one should have to deal with me.  It show I can't even find a relationship with...