jenlost

I need to talk to someone.  I am struggling with the urge to cut myself.  I am shaking so bad and I don't know what to do.

It seems everytime I get upset at myself or at the situation I cut myself.  I have so many cuts on my thighs it is bad.  I don't know what to do anymore, I am giving up on this situation.  I don't...

Things are still not going that well for me.  I am waiting to hear back from my doctor.  I am afraid of what she might said and do.  One of the hard things is that her and my therapists are both 2...

Things at home with my parents are alittle bit better, but I still feel so depressed.  All I want to do is stay in bed and do nothing, which is not happening, my parents are making me do things I...

Things are getting worse around here.  I saw my therapist yesterday and we talked about alot different things that are going on with me.  She thinks that I am slipping into a deeper depression and...

I can't stop cutting.  Lately it has helped me relax and be able to sleep.  I want to stop but I can't.  each day seems to get harder to stop plus the things that are going on around me.  My life...

Things haven't changed much around here.  I am having major trouble with cutting.  I cut and I want to stop but I can't.  When I do cut I feel nothing so I keep cutting till I do which has not...

I have so much self hatered toward myself  that nothing matters to me.  I am a worthless piece of garabage and no one should have to deal with me.  It show I can't even find a relationship with...

I can't sleep at night last night it took me till 3:30/4:00 to finally fall asleep and then I was up at 8:30.  I am having nightmares and bad dreams.  when I close my eyes I see a million things...

I hate myself and everything that has to do with me.  Everything I do seems to go wrong it seems that I can't ever do anything right.  I had to watch my niece today and all she did when I held her...

It sucks being on disability and having to live at home specially when my younger brother lives there also.  He is such a self-centered person, he always has to be right and doesn't care who he...

I am a worthless and hopeless person.  I have no meaning in my life.  I don't due much during the day because I just don't have the will or the energy to do anything.  Even if I did want to go and...

I hate my life everything about it the way I look the way I talk just me as a whole everything I do is wrong I can't seem to think thing through I hate myselfsometimes I wish it were over, someone...

Everyday is such a struggle for me, even to get out of bed.  The pain that I am consistently feeling makes me want to cry, but I can't.  I can't because I live with my parents and they don't...

Most days are a struggle to get out of bed.  Sometimes I feel like there is nothing to live for.  I hate myself very much.  Everything that I do is wrong.  The pain I feel is bottled up inside...