I thought things were getting better, for a small piece of time it was, but then things went back to normal.  I am always shaking and afraid that I am going to do something that will hurt me, not cutting but something worse.  I am still cutting and having a very hard time with trying to stop.  I stopped for a day but the next day was not so good.  I am not sleeping at night, I mean I finally get to sleep about 4:00 or 4:30 and then have to be up at 8:00.  So I am not getting much sleep these days.