WASTED DAYS AND WASTED NIGHTS

Well today I woke up at 3am and realized that I have gained 20 lbs in 6 months and I feel like shit. I completely slummed around for six months have very little self esteem left. I am not depressed I just feel really stupid and useless. I got to get my ass in gear, back to work, back to dating, back to getting out and loosing weight.