seanmarsh33

Swirling in swirling outtrying to stay afloatin this see of doubttrying to clutch what I knowwhich doe not seem muchwhen you keep falling out of touchopinions from othersdrag me underswirling in and...

Rose petals fall from the skySoaking up the tears I cryThe fragrance playing on my soulDancing around the jagged little holeThat is my sorrowAnd will grow and growBefore Today is called...

A Glimpse of what I used to besickens meno passion,no heart, no desirea dying fireI am nothing without you LordI shed the pastwhen I let you embrace mebut recently reminded of my old skintried to be...

Sometimes I feel like no time to recoverI will stay in this pit foreverLord you have shown me the wayand each die I prayI cancrawl that path again. Sean

Different DayTears that sting with each dropHearts full of pain drive me insaneThey look at meAnd feel despairNone of this is fairFearSo many reasons not to step outsideImaginary dragons opening...

Want to express the fire burning destroying insidetongue tiedbrain is friedfeel like a strangerin a even stranger Landmy wife embraces mecarressing my handwish her to see the demon that devours...

Well has the singer Pink has said "Chaos around me the Devil it hounds me."  So much to say but in a fog the clarity to write it down escapes me.  Sean

O.k. damn it this is enough. Calling all prayer warriors!!!   The Lord has given me a calling and the enemy has set me up little by little gaining speed and being more agressive.  Well no more the...

Well forgot to mention my new mixed-martial arts bag.  My psych suggested a punching bag.  So we bought a mixed-martial arts bag.  Well yesterday I tryed it out.  Well luckily no one else was...

Well got a clear moment.  Pretty cool idea popped up out of the haze.  I got an idea for a book.  Told my wife about it, she thought it was a movie because it sounded so good.  Going to write it...

Ok officially hate seroquel.  When I do get to sleep which is a little sooner than  before I have nightmares worse than before.  I then wake up at 11 am.  Half my day is gone, and I am not fully...

O.k. just read what I posted yesterday.  I must clarify something.  Not everything is all gloom and doom.  My family is great my two girls are angels.  They are great so smart and filled with...

I hate it! I hate it! I hate it!  I find it ironic that since I now know after many years that I have ptsd that instead of feeling better I feel worse.  I used to find comfort in staying inside and...

Ok well it has been a while since I have written.  So much has happened that I am like a deer stuck in headlights.  The Man who molested is due in court next month and all of us our called to...

In a worldwhere the wolvesare always at our heelsdevouring us piece by pieceeven in a so called sanctuarywe feel the insanityeven when a smileis a hidden daggerwaiting to pierce ouropen heartthat is...