seanmarsh33

My Salvation is my penthe paper my friendmy tool is my mindso why have the words turnedturned away frommethe river trickles into a dry creek Am I too weakhave AI used up my giftnow must I hold in...

Oh you were therethrough the empty bottlesblinded I could not seeall the pills and pain hid you from meall the bile that rose up in mehow was it for you to see How many tears did you crywaiting for...

When you feel forsakenthe tears well up in your heartand it feels like the enire worldthreatens to tear you apartall you have done has becomecallouses on your heartall seems lostnothing seems fairand...

This poem is dedicated to Jesus who gave me rebirth, and my loving wife who gave me Life.  Frustration all aroundconfusion in every soundstill you love me darkness beckoning at the doorbut you...

Well all of us have demons that haunt us.  Well some of us wonder why can't someone just take them away.  Some of us have also prayed for the Lord to slay these demons for us.  Yet we wake up each...

Woke up this morning feeling great.  Than my mind went to a dark place.  Some of you know my daughter was molested at our church just last year.  Well the  trial has been a long time coming. ...

Romans 8:28-39

Cry damn it cry!!! I feel it bubbling on the surface, waiting to break free.  But chained like everything else in me.  How can you feel alive and dead at the same time?  I was convinced early in...

What to say?  Well I have so much welling up inside of me.  Pain because people I love see me this way.  Pain because I am this way.  Agony because my mind chose to be this way. Misery because...

Up, down, and all aroundcringe and jump at every soundsee me but can't feel meinsanityknocking at the doormonster wants to devour more run and runbut no escapefighting is worse than any...

O.k. I'm back.  But I am going through so much right now.  I feel like I am in a whirlwind.  I am feeling so much right now.  All at the same time.  Confusion, pain, agony, doubt, you name it. ...

Sorry guys that I did not finish yesterdays topic, I just went down but not over the egg.  Still recovering will finish it soon.

O.k  do not want to do it, but the spirit prompts.  Tough questions I am always asked:  Why do bad things happen to good people?  If God knows all the Hell that is going to happen why does'nt he...

O.k. I am going to share more about my best friend, father,protector, etc. Jesus Christ Today, but I will share other things first.  Things I have joy for:  My wife, my daughters, another breath of...

For years I knew something was wrong.  Decades went by and I just wanted an answer.  What monster was slowly devouring me? Be careful what you wish for, because whn I finally found a name for my...