seanmarsh33

I hate it! I hate it! I hate it!  I find it ironic that since I now know after many years that I have ptsd that instead of feeling better I feel worse.  I used to find comfort in staying inside and...

Ok well it has been a while since I have written.  So much has happened that I am like a deer stuck in headlights.  The Man who molested is due in court next month and all of us our called to...

In a worldwhere the wolvesare always at our heelsdevouring us piece by pieceeven in a so called sanctuarywe feel the insanityeven when a smileis a hidden daggerwaiting to pierce ouropen heartthat is...

Confusion Confusionanother drop in the bucketadding to an already overflowing massdoes it ever stopdoes it ever evaporate awayor does it stayeroding awayanother piece of mewashing it out into a seeof...

Flashes and...

                                                                        LIVING IN THE...

O.k. is the world going crazy or what?  I have members of my church talking trash about me.  I have my mother in law talking trash like they(who they are I do not know) are trying to take my girls...

  Well I was thinking of what to share and the spirit shared with me that we are all like Moses.  Some of you may remember that the Angel of the Lord appeared to Moses with a great assignment. ...

Try to remember when I left myself behindall that I once was, restrainedtrapped myself insidepassion was always therebut when you no longer careit slowly threatens to vanishunder all the lies of what...

My Salvation is my penthe paper my friendmy tool is my mindso why have the words turnedturned away frommethe river trickles into a dry creek Am I too weakhave AI used up my giftnow must I hold in...

Oh you were therethrough the empty bottlesblinded I could not seeall the pills and pain hid you from meall the bile that rose up in mehow was it for you to see How many tears did you crywaiting for...

When you feel forsakenthe tears well up in your heartand it feels like the enire worldthreatens to tear you apartall you have done has becomecallouses on your heartall seems lostnothing seems fairand...

This poem is dedicated to Jesus who gave me rebirth, and my loving wife who gave me Life.  Frustration all aroundconfusion in every soundstill you love me darkness beckoning at the doorbut you...

Well all of us have demons that haunt us.  Well some of us wonder why can't someone just take them away.  Some of us have also prayed for the Lord to slay these demons for us.  Yet we wake up each...

Woke up this morning feeling great.  Than my mind went to a dark place.  Some of you know my daughter was molested at our church just last year.  Well the  trial has been a long time coming. ...